24 Aug Music guide to life: 6 brown gal anthems to vulnerability
This month, the 10and5 team has curated playlists to get you through life. From being broke and trying to adult, to dealing with heartache plus some, here’s your soundtrack to life’s rollercoaster moments. Listen to more of our music guides here.
So, what’s vulnerability? In scenarios:
- It’s saying “I love you”, and that awkward responsive silence that follows.
- Seconds before pushing your pride aside and asking for money, cause you’re down to your last.
- Walking into a boardroom full people who look nothing like you (read: white, cis-het, men), and then having to prove to them that you’re worth that promotion (yes, point two is probably the precursor to your Powerpoint presentation), even though everyone knows you do. And you’re fumbling and nervous, and wondering why you have to do this, cause we all know you’re a bad ass bo$$.
And it is through all those instances of vulnerability, that you understand the emotional state to not be weakness or awkwardness alone, but the prelude to empowerment or a break down. Whatever the scope of your feelz, this playlist is to let you know you’re not alone. Here’s a list of womxn of colour that sing vulnerability – unhindered.
Almost every iteration of this jazz standard is an exposé of vulnerability; feeling unraveled. Think of Cassandra Wilson, Sarah Vaughn, Nnenna Freelon, Chaka Khan, Ella Fitzgerald, and Carmen McRae. “It begins to tell, ’round midnight, I do pretty well till after, sundown. I do pretty well ’til after sundown. Suppertime I’m feeling sad. But it really gets bad ’round midnight”
Missy Elliot — Pussy Cat
“Pussy don’t fail me now,” sings Missy Elliot. This is a desperate plea. It’s trying times and this serves as conversational piece between Missy and her vagina. Missy wants to “turn a nigga out” and she’s begging with her pussy to co-operate and not let her down. If you’ve been there, sing along.
Angie Stone — $20
“What you know about being poor, what you know about borrowing from your neighbours next door?” Nuff said.
“Watching Mitski perform at my desk, there are moments when I was worried for her… she holds her guitar high with her mouth close to the pickup, which acts like a microphone as she screams to her mother for help: Mom, would you wash my back? This once, and then we can forget.” These are the words describing her emotionally raw performance at NPR Tiny Desk Concert.
Bamako theme song
This video for the theme song for 2006 film Bamako is the ultimate visual representation of vulnerability. The singer goes through a range of emotions. Uncertainty, insecurity, sadness. And later liberation as her tears dry up – but not entirely.
Meshell Ndegeocello – Fool
This is the classic – I’m overexposed – sonic epitome of vulnerability. You’ve seen the famous scene in Love and Basketball where it plays out: sex, passion and uncertainty.